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@ponypeh

2012-02-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

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Shopping @ town

Sunday 12 Feb

Saint Valentine 14 Feb

OMEGA

Wednesday 15 Feb , Formal day

Thursday 16 Feb

Saturday 18 Feb , Project with group mates

OOTD

Sunday 19 Feb , Ah Mah's 100 day .

I miss her so much

(From cousin)

Iphone

2012-01-30T23:17:00.001+08:00

Haven't blogged for nearly a month and this is my first post for 2012 ! Been busy with school meeting new people in life and things are getting better . Not much changes in life .

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(Reunion Dinner)

(Chinese New Year)

Without my grandmother though #grandorphans .

Kinda boring ...

Back to school on Wednesday morning after CNY ...

Baked Marble cake !

My classmate , disturbing me everyday .

Baked scones

Blueberry muffin

Roy !

Thumb in system , thumbing in every single day !!!

Late and you're consider absent T o T

In my friend's car , otw home .

Cousin came over !

Had pizza on Sunday because Clive and JiaWei came over to Bainian =^.^=

Monday blues ~~~

Christmas 2011

2011-12-27T00:49:00.006+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone !

So my friend from KL , Gabriel came to Singapore . Took him out on Friday to have Seoul Garden since they do not have it in KL and brought Clive along ! On Christmas Eve , celebrated with aunt and friends ! Enjoyed my eves but christmas was boring , caught a movie and that was my Christmas !

A late post on my day out with the cousins to Astons !

The queue was really long , we waited for nearly an hour #angst .

Roar like finally !! We are in !!! (＾□＾*)

START TO NOMZZZ !!!!

♥♥♥ Lovely cousins ♥♥♥

Tourist

*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

This picture my face so kutez , no ?

Decided to eat dessert and headed to Swensens for second round *jumps around*

*Drooling*

Bus home after that ! Well spent day !

＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ

Giveaway #1

2011-12-14T23:01:00.003+08:00

I am giving a hello kitty mask , sexy look , giveaway ! So if you want it , drop me a comment on formspring , twitter or send me an email and ill give it to you for a christmas present ! Dont be shy ! There is ten in a box so can slowly use ! QUICK !

Cousin day out #2

2011-12-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

Went out with the cousins yesterday to have dinner with them at Changi Airport and i did a vlog !

Bless to have them as my cuzzies !

ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ

Upload the pictures soon muax

Cousin day out #1

2011-12-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

Headed to Ikea to have lunch with the cousin and it was so much fun .

The boys can really eat , ate till almost 100 bucks .

They can burp really loud too .

( ´(00)`)

After Ikea , decided to go town to walk since we had noting to do !

（　´∀｀）

Time for dinner ! Ate at Watami (Ion) . Their service was really disappointing .

（￣へ￣）

It's called the citrus drinks . The Filipino waiter pronounced it as SEE-THRU drinks . We totally laughed like crazy .

So i gave up halfway and decided to upload my photos through photobucket . Because i had to adjust the width when i upload through blogger . So the photos below are slightly different .

Then we had a worm in the pea ! So complained and they only gave us like voucher ? and no discount . Their service was really poor and they were really rude .

They decided to play mj and played till three and head home and fell asleep after that !

ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ

Hope you enjoyed this post .

(●♥∀♥)

2011-12-07T23:24:00.001+08:00

Got a lil carried away while doing the vlog in the afternoon . I want to be skinny , life is so unfair .... Booooo :( Why am i so fat and ugly ...... See ya soon .

2011

2011-12-07T18:58:00.001+08:00

I have decided to do a post on 2011 , so the reason for my title . I know it's kinda early to summarize about 2011 so anyway shall start .

This year was a rough , tough anything bad you can think of . In fact i didn't expect it to be like that either , quite scary come to think of it . This year i had loads of drama in school . Choir practiced for Cest La Vie , participated in SYF and it was very rush because conductor left and stuff and we were on our own . Did eyelash extensions and going to school like a boss , teachers complaining everyday and me not giving a heck because i wanted to look good ... and suddenly getting into stupid eyelash fight and it's so stupid and childish . Those whom i do not know got involve too . Shifting into a condo and swimming almost everyday and going to school was a hassle . My clique was not that close anymore during the holidays because we were all busy esp me , with art and it was alright when school reopens . Art was so depressing that i was into depression seriously and all my white hair came out , no joke . Later on having a big drama in school some where towards the end of year . It made me really upset and i went berserk , almost crying everyday . It made all my friends from my clique left . Supposingly to have a big sweet sixteen then plans failed because of all the dramas . Not to forget my major exam . So much happen and i can't really remember all , but this were the few i will always remember because it hit me really hard . It made me realize , who were important and i lost friends , gain friends . I became a grown up after that .

Time and time again , this saying had been proven to be the truth . No matter what ever promise had been taken , a leopard would never change it's spots . They would still go back to their old ways after a day or two . Even though i forgive everyone who hurt me , i will never be able to forget how they hurt me cause it was really painful .

This year , last month , i lost a kin , my grandmother , someone all of us respected and love and will never forget about her . She made a huge impact on all of us . She reunited all of the cousins . Thanks for everything , ah ma .

My 2011 .

Halloween @ USS 2011

2011-11-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

During Halloween , really late post but it was a really a good time so i decided to keep it here in my blog . Enjoyed myself with the two people i love ! Halloween at USS . Great experience ! All very enthu but it was way too crowded . We only managed to take a ride and two haunted house boooo 'Ω'

LeVel 33

2011-11-09T14:21:00.001+08:00

It's been a really long time since i blogged . This was at LeVel 33 ! The restaurant was really at level 33 ! Took a lot of effort to post up the photos ! More blog post coming up !

The food is really yums too ! Nom nom nom ............ ٩(-̃_̮̮̃-̃)۶

This chix was superb ☺☺☺

Lamb on the rack ♥

Soft shell crabs are to die for ~

Not very yummy beef though it looks yummy .... Boooo

My KL childhood friend ! Always comes down for a visit !

Good ambience ! ♥♥♥

YUMMMMSS , MORE PWEASE (╥﹏╥)

The dessert was what i was looking forward to *drools*

The scenery was *faints* Never thought Singapore was so beautiful ! The lights was all on and usually all i see was just a boring turning flyer and nothing special . But this blew me away ! It doesn't even look like Singapore , to me ....

Even the moon was extra bright that night !

Look at the lights !! So pweetzzz !! @(ᵕ.ᵕ)@

Anyway the restaurant is located at Marina Bay Financial Centre Tower 1 ! Check out the place with your family !!! It's really windy and the scenery's real good ! Hope the post managed to feast your eyes ! Muax muax muax ♥

Jumbled .

2011-10-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

Some photos taken here and there .

Baked egg tarts , tasted better then expected . First time baking egg tarts , quite a success ! Have been baking a lot that week . Trying out new things ! Even going to sign up for baking classes and maybe i can open a shop , who knows !

A bouquet of cupcakes . So yummy . My diet plan was failed on that day , how can it not fail right ? It looks so good and tempting ! Love this a lot .

Impromptu decision to do my nails on a lazy Wednesday .

It turned out great ! Love the red , polka dots , glitters and ribbons !

STICKER FACE ! Fanatic ~~~~~

Dinnzz @ LeVeL 33 (Updating) .

Before heading to Malaysia .

I'll update again soon ! Muax muax muax .

Just came back from a road trip and there's plenty to update but i'm just super lazy to upload the photos on my blog ! BAIXBAIX .

society's idea of beauty

2011-10-10T17:07:00.004+08:00

it's tearing me apart

2011-10-09T20:32:00.004+08:00

I'm writing this post with tears rolling down my cheeks . Who are you , just who are you . Why do you have to make me feel so miserable ? I know i'm not pretty and i'm very fat that it irritates you a lot . I stare at my reflection in the mirror and i hate every single part of my body . I know whatever i do irritates everyone of you out there . I'm very fat , you think i like being fat ? I hate it , i hate how i fucking look . Whatever i do , i can't be pretty because i look fucked up and disgusting . I am one fucked up bitch . I have more flaws than anyone of you out there . Why not stop writing on my formspring and let's meet up and i will die in front of you . You can stab me deeper if you think i didn't stab myself hard enough . I know i'm the cause of that relationship , it's my fault . Please tell me how to fix everything together again ? I don't want to keep crying . Everyone's giving me that stare , it's so painful . It's killing me so much . It's so scary and dark . I'm sorry . I would like to apologize to those people whom i hurt . Sorry for hurting all of you . I should start to disappear if it makes you feel better .

Bulletproof

2011-10-09T16:26:00.003+08:00

Some of the pictures i took recently ! Got my new toms , bought it because it was so pweetz and it's disney collection . Yummy rainbow cupcakes and cake pops ! Had dinz with fam . Those cuppies are really delicious !!! Baizzzzzz , update so00ooo0o0on .

Good old times

2011-09-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

This is a video that i also wanted to post but having to change it to a mov format is a hassle . So i decided to do it yesterday ! And it's up ~ It was a trip to sandtoesa during July . A short video ! I'll try to blog soon !!!

Shweep over

2011-09-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

This was yesterday ! Went to catch up with best and studied a little .

Shweep over during the September holiday on Friday !

A boring vlog full of sound effect !

Dragging myself to school

2011-09-14T22:04:00.007+08:00

Haihaihai

It's only Wednesday and i'm so worn out .

Everyday go school also do nothing .

So many free periods .

Can you imagine everyday lesson only has Math and Science like two to three hours a day ?

After hearing i went like this .....

This are the lesson i hate the most .

I hate school , can't wait to wake up to friday and skip home happily after school !

Everyday waking up at 6.45 , wishing to skip school :(

Wishing Friday is tomorrow .

When Friday comes .......

I'll be dead tired .

Bakerzz

2011-09-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

Something to keep my blog going . Plus there is some funny part ~~~

Blackberry

2011-09-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

Some photos in my blackberry that i wanted to upload nong nong time ago . Trying to keep my blog alive and videos are uploading and i'll post it up immediately .

My birthday

Clique celebrated with me and played bowling !

Cupcakes that nad , mas and me baked , videos up s0o0o0on ~

Ramly burger with mas from Pasar Malam

Pizza when mas came my house and played wii in my room after a nong nong time ~~~

Hweeming on friday ~~~

Dinner with na on friday too

Nad and Mas came over and stayed over plus they cooked some nonsense which taste like crap .

My fav boyboy !!! (:

My life is a permanent construction site .

2011-09-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

A packet of tears sealed in a ziplock
A heart filled with so much love
A mouth with thousands of words at the tip of my tongue
Do not know how to put it to good use
A body which is a medium for the blood that flows
What a fucking useless fag i am
You make me smile , you make me cry
You make me happy , you make me angry
You make me excited , you make me shy
Sometimes you bring me to paradise but you also knock me down

Too late to take a step back

2011-09-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

Always have to live by standards and expectations , it will only be the same that i keep to that . It is a really tiring routine to have to fight our way up but only to be relegated back to the start . Even if it means that this battle is of irrelevance to our goal . The world is so messed up . And i am too because while searching for myself , i lost my way . I don't know what's going through this mind of mine . It's incomprehensible . There's too much to think about all the time . I'm slowly sinking into my own world where only i understand myself and when i am totally nonchalant about things .

Weaker and weaker

2011-09-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

Lately , i've been in this state of mental exhaustion . My mind is in the certain incognito . I kinda lost myself some time in June . I couldn't find my old self anymore when i went back looking for it . I don't like the new me . I changed so much . I tried smiling all the time but i feel the ache in me . I don't know what's making me feel like that . My world was so much brighter , it wasn't all dark and scary . It's a nightmare , i can never wake up . Fear creeping into my mind . Everything is coming at me . Inside this skull of mine , the capacity isn't supposed to be holding so much . I'm so tired - tired of keeping up with everyone , tired of explaining myself , tired of staying strong , tired of doing things that i don't even want to do , tired of people commenting about me , tired of how people like to fucking judge me so much , who the fuck are you to judge me , w h o ? , i don't give two fucks about what you all have to say about me but seriously , everyone is pushing me to the corner , all of you disgust me . I have my own world , my own life , i don't need all of you to tell me what to do . Starting to isolate myself .

Fuck humanity , I am losing faith and i just can't give a shit , anymore .

My #1 momsie

2011-08-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

This is my momsie ! She's super important to me . Like i tell her everything in the entire world . My dream boy , my clique and i can tell her anything in the world . She's like my boyfriend . Showering me with never ending love and would go to ends of the earth for me . Love her so much even though she nags a lot but still i love you momsie .

25TH

2011-08-25T23:58:00.004+08:00

SPECIAL THANKS TO AMANDA , NADIAH , MASURI AND VICTORIA !

EVERYONE WHO GAVE ME GIFT AND WISHING ME !

LOVE YA EVERYONE !!!

So here's a video to thank everyone !!

Sparkling

2011-08-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

Came home with a surprise and i was so happy !! No word could describe how happy i am ! With a kitty balloon ! I'll update soon !

Room tour

2011-08-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the delay ! This is the worst video you have ever seen . My camera ran out of battery so i had to use my laptop . So sorry ! But hope you can see how my room actually looks like !

I know

2011-08-14T00:59:00.003+08:00

People will talk about me when they envy me and the life i lead . I'll let them be . Cause i know i affected your life .

I'm just a teenager

2011-08-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

I need help . I need to cry out loud . I need somebody . I really wanna cry out loud but yet i don't want to show the world . I really wanna hug somebody so badly and i can cry out to the person . I feel so helpless . I'm stuck . This year's so rough , i can't take it anymore . I never wanted life to be like this . I don't know if i can take this any longer because life's so hard for me .

Torn

2011-08-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

All i can do now is to cry to my mum every night before going to bed and she will remind me

" girl , everyone leaves . "

You'll always be the most beautiful .

2011-08-11T16:36:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking a lot lately . Instead of making everyone around me happy , i actually made everyone around leave me . Up till now , i'm still thinking why am i still here . I never knew i would cause so much trouble and heartache . I miss my bff a lot . I miss her , i really do . And again , i started it and i have no one else to blame but myself . Every now and then , i will think about her , she's the best thing i could ever have but i didn't cherish her well enough , making her leave me and maybe never ever coming back again . I would tell her stuff like when you go to JC , don't forget me and be my bestest girlfriend i could ever have but now none of this will ever come true . I close my eyes , i tear and i would think about how you would be there for me when i needed you but now when i needed you , you were already gone , long gone . I never told you , what i should have say , i didn't tell you enough . I miss how you were there beside me and both of us thinking about the same thing and laughing over it , it will never happen again . I miss everything about you . I really wish you will be here with me but now everything seems like it will never happen again . I miss you so much and i can't stop crying . You're so important to me but i think it doesn't matter to you anymore cause you've given up on me , on us .

You never knew how much i cherish this friendship .

2011-08-10T23:00:00.004+08:00

We did so much together . I'm crying everyday because i don't know what to do to make you come back because i know you will never come back since i broke your heart . I destroyed this friendship with my own hands and i'm really sorry for not understanding you and you could only share your problems with other friends and not with me . I thought i knew you well but i was wrong , so wrong . I wonder how you're doing , life without me must be happier and more carefree . I didn't expect things to turn out like that .

Anything to make you feel better .

2011-08-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

If you've decided on such a decision , i'll agree to it because i want you to be happy and living a better life . People say that if you want the person to be happier , let them go . I'm sorry for causing so much pain to you for the past few years making you feel that you can't fit in and feel left out . I'm sorry . All i can do now is to sit there and watch you grow into a better and a more beautiful person in life . I hope more and more happier days are ahead of you . I love you babe .

Day 4 in thailand

2011-07-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

Sorry for delaying ! Blog soon =^.^=

My life : 070711

2011-07-07T22:02:00.004+08:00

2011

half a year passed .

this pass six months was great but it could be better .

it is now july .

july's been a bad month .

i became a cry baby ever since july .

i cry thinking that my problems gonna go away .

july's a torture .

i'm so tired both mental and physical .

keeping myself happy was easy but not anymore .

problems keep rolling in .

i've never felt like this before .

i can cry anytime talking about life .

i can't solve it .

Heartache became my friend

2011-07-03T23:56:00.003+08:00

You walked away from me baby

I would've never done the same

You made me feel like our love was not real

You threw it all away

I don't wanna wait for you

I don't wanna wake up thinking , hoping

You'll get it right this time

Cause you know that you're so cold

I don't wanna see no more

And i can't get away from you

I need you to set me free

Cause i don't wanna see no more

Day 3 in thailand

2011-06-30T15:42:00.002+08:00

Here's the third day ! Been really busy with school ! Ending late and have to stay for extra classes . I am feeling really tired alrdy ! Enjoy !

Dleong

2011-06-25T18:54:00.003+08:00

This was sometime back when i went flea with dessere ! Here you go ! Thailand day four and five tmrw , i hope !

Day 2 in thailand

2011-06-25T18:09:00.002+08:00

Day 2 ! HHEHEH ! Went for a massage at some place looking like a temple and was raining in thailand and headed to a mall near us for steamboat !

Day 1 in thailand

2011-06-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

More video logs coming up ! So keep coming back for more ! Here's my day one in BKK ! Didnt video down the shopping and all cause was too busy shopping ! Enjoy this short video !

Can you feel me

2011-06-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

Thailand

2011-06-21T17:06:00.003+08:00

Harro here's the thailand post ive been delaying ! Okiedokie ! Dont want to cramp it up with words ! So take a good look !

Ending here !!!

Random blog post

2011-06-17T01:13:00.003+08:00

Random blog post ~~ ++ a vlog . I have a lot to edit and so pls be patient and i will upload it real soon i hope , hook pinky k . And i hope there is still people reading my boring blog ~ and i show off my new camera in my vlog so if you cannot stand me showing off , don't watch , don't say i never warn . K till then （⌒▽⌒）

steping kutez

Dearest Amanda

2011-06-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMPKIN !

I LOVE YOU

XXX

BRB

2011-06-07T19:10:00.001+08:00

I'll be away ~ =^.^=

Trapped

2011-05-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

Into you

so unbelievable

not going to deny this feeling

never ever would

you're charming and alluring

string of words can't express my feelings for you

#1

2011-05-29T23:30:00.004+08:00

trying hard to keep up with the world , trying to shift the blames and apologize , trying to act brave and walk this road alone , trying to make everything felt like it's ok , trying to understand what people around me are thinking , tired of waiting in vain , tired of how its so real , tired of your sugar-coated words , tired that i'm into you , tired of denying it , tired of how everyone is looking at me , tired about how ugly i look , tired of how i am trying to fit in , tired of me trying

finally , i feel really tired , so tired .

i question myself everyday , when will i feel really tired ?

(it's tonight @ 11.45 i've decided to pen it down or rather type it out .)

Piled up #2

2011-05-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

This are pix that i failed to upload the other time .

Piled up #1

2011-05-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

This was sometime ago when you know the " feel like webcaming day " so i will just webcam . So i compile it up ! to sorta update my blog ! If really wanna keep track on what i'm doing , follow me on twitter and tell me to accept you on facebook !

( This was 0705 )

( This was 0805 )

( Dad came back from bkk & bght me ...)

( This was yesterday after dinner @ nydc ! with yummy mudpie )

Sweeming after exams

2011-05-19T17:00:00.003+08:00

A video for all of you after so long ++ it's a 8 minutes long video ~ HAPPY ???

Hope you lorve it as much as i do ! Leave a comment on formspring and tell me what you

think ! Oh and i'm shifting house soooo i'm really excited , #justsaying !

BYEBYE !

yes , nobody's perfect

2011-05-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

Replaying on my ipod everytime i'm on the bus

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much

Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up

It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen

And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah

I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses

And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah

And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken

So don't tell me you can't forgive me

Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect

If i could turn back the hands of time

I swear I never would have crossed that line

I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh

So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes

I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever

Promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to

Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved

This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah

And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken

So don't tell me you can't forgive me

Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect

Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool

But I swear that I'll never do that again to you

I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool

but i swear that ill never do that again to you.

I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it

I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah

And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken

So don't tell me you can't forgive me

Cause nobody's perfect, no,

nobody's perfect

holding on

2011-05-11T13:22:00.003+08:00

Sometime back when i spam my camera and webcam ! Was bored after i went out with the girls @ simpang and their soccer match . EXAMS are over ! While studying that day , i was so stress that i picked up denisson's phone and video-ed myself ! Only they can stand me . Really damn stress , so if you're still having exams , stress relieve video for you ! Muah !

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1789031804779&comments

this morning

2011-05-10T16:09:00.002+08:00

As i was in the car going to school early this morning , i saw a old couple crossing the road . They are not just old but really old . The old man was holding his wife really tightly and it was really sweet . They were smiling and there was tears in my eyes ! God can you imagine they touched my heart . I admire couples like that . Walking the road together with your partner till your old and you have those wrinkles , white hair , haggard skin and you don't look attractive but your partner is still willing to be together with you . Well just wanted to share this ! Okiedok byebye !

Don't know how

2011-05-04T13:08:00.004+08:00

Oh god damn it , i need a freaking break . Never thought i needed one that badly . Need one asap . Maybe to somewhere not too far ? Going with my mom would be great . The world is so well i've got no words to describe it but maybe i do but just not the right word could fit it in . Can't really understand myself . This is some stupid shit . You know i'm so stress other than this i've got no other word to describe how i feel but you know it doesn't really matter cause it's life . Goodbye .

dancing on the edge of the hollywood sign

2011-05-02T21:28:00.005+08:00

Decided to go swimming and it went well . Love things that are unplanned turned out well .

This was like last week ! To keep my blog updated when i'm not studying !!! K love !

Need a good laugh

2011-04-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

I can't go wrong

2011-04-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

Won't be updating that often till exams are over ! Life's been good and all is well for now but it's quite exhausting and suffocating . If only i can buy time with money i would . Time is passing too fast and mid year's here . Again , so much to do , so little time .

Ketch-up

2011-04-24T15:42:00.004+08:00

Met up my primary school all time best friends . Great to see them again ! Had a great talk with them and a great lunch too @ simpang . Still playing their favourite games and all . Headed to lan and met up with the girls for dinner @ fish&co . Don't really like going there but still i need my dinner ! Afterall , i think i spent my Sunday quite well ! ☜(⌒▽⌒)☞